the bed soaked with tears
a psalmist laments in the late early hours
the enormous effort of crying
the energy
the energy
no strength to stay in bed
harder to get up
to chase the memories
away
understanding the siren lure
for a few hours of blessed oblivion
the sacrament of not remembering
lonely comfort during the day the mantle clock
a tsunami of noise at night
a great burden the beast of aloneness bears
everyone’s heart cry
poured out and carrying an empty offering
the severe weight of nothing
copyright. 2018.
Charlene H says
Transparent and so honest. Praying for God’s peace for you…
Sandra Bennett says
Charlene, thank you for visiting and your comment. Most of all, thank you for your prayers.
Lynne says
I have felt this lament . . .
I like your new look, style and always your thoughts, written musings . . .
Sandra Bennett says
Lynne, it was given for all; none escape.
thank you.
chris says
I cherish your friendship and carry you in my heart always.
Sandra Bennett says
As do I cherish your friendship but especially your notes!
Linda Sue says
such a sad lament – loneliness is the emptiness that has no bottom – prayers for you dear friend
Sandra Bennett says
and yet, Linda Sue, my guess is we have ALL felt this at one time or another. How well I remember our netversations some years back. This lament is for all of us.
ellen b. says
Bless you with peace dear one…
Sandra Bennett says
Good Sabbath to you Ellen; thank you.
Sherry says
Oh yes………..
Sandra Bennett says
Oh Sherry…how well you know.
Peace, love and grace.